Deanna ([personal profile] dr4b) wrote2009-06-23 11:46 pm

誰の為に生きているの? さえない日々を過ごして

The overarcing storyline for the evening is that I went to Tamachi with [personal profile] februaryfour and [personal profile] cienna and did karaoke and Thai food.

The underarcing storyline is that I think I came to a few conclusions about myself. I mean, I already knew these to some extent, but they were driven home a little harder tonight.

First, I am not very good at talking to casual baseball fans about baseball.

Second, I don't really know how to have female friends.

Third, frustrating as it is, I think I'm a better person when speaking Japanese than when speaking English.

Fourth, I find my future more distressingly fuzzy than ever.

And finally, I can't hit that high note in Aiko's song "Kabutomushi" and I really should just give up already.

[identity profile] shin-no-hanabi.livejournal.com 2009-06-23 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
on the plus side... there's a lot of ppl in the same boat XD
ie:
first: i can't talk to casual beatles fans or casual manga fans
second: me either o.o
third: i got nuthin.. but i think i might be the same.. one day -.-'

oh ya.. i'm at work >.<

* scurries*