sunday randoms

[dr4b]

- Something's missing from my life. I don't know what, but it keeps gnawing at me.

- Trusting other people is hard. Infact, if one wonders about another person, one should just ask that other person. Asking third parties is just asking for trouble.

- Making *real* friends is such a royal pain in the ass. How on earth did I manage to get to know so many cool people in college? Oh yeah. That's right, they all lived nearby and I could spend a lot more time with them.

Comments

[aquatwo.livejournal.com]

half a million things missing from mine... but most of them cascade from my lack o control over self, lack of structure, managability... so much unnecessary structure in my life and yet so much missing, so little constraint where it matters and so much holding me back from truly living...

not sure if i qualify as a real friend or not... likely just an acquaintance... but i consider you one of the few friends i have here in Seattle. i've lived here 2-1/2 years now and still hardly know anyone. i'm just not social. :-/ i wish i was...

i love Wednesdays though and i am very grateful for all the courtesy you've shown me in them. i know i am terrible at DDR compared to all you guys but i have fun anyway and for a while i feel like part fo a group sometimes, kind of... i know i will never be part of the group until i'm "good enough" and could do without some of the elitist vibe... but s'all good. :-) hanging out with you, Robbie, and the people who's names i always forget, lol... i love acting like an ass at Krispy Kreme afterwards... it makes my week sometimes.