Soup and crackers

c-r-a-c-k-ER is the BANE OF MY EXISTENCE.

Okay, so that aside... today I went to Soup Daddy for lunch again with Paul and another guy (Ruben). Except timing worked out such that I didn't really get to talk to Ruben at all. Oops. And I got mushroom soup that wasn't like mushroom soup that I like. And I did some stuff in the afternoon. And I went home around 7. And Eli and I went to Gordito's for dinner and split a big burrito and it was good. And then I came home and got apathetic about actually going out and doing anything (had pondered heading to IZ). So I played some IIDX 5th and beat every single song on Beginner mode. Then I watched the movie Rushmore (yes, the Wes Anderson one with the prep school kid and the teacher and Bill Murray in a bizarre love triangle). It was painful at parts but I really liked the ending. And now I kind of understand The Royal Tenenbaums a little better. Then I played some more IIDX, because I am lame. Now it is 2am. And I still can't beat c-r-a-c-k-ER. I hate you, Brad.

I ordered an American PS2, MAX USA, Frequency, and FFX this morning. Kill me now.

I really, really, really wish I had some friends that lived nearby that were into Bemani... I would feel so much less guilty about wasting a Friday night watching movies and playing videogames if I didn't do it alone (Eli was in the next room, but that doesn't count).

I think it's a sign

The network ate my "I'm regressing into my pathetic introverted self from high school, please save me" graffiti.deanna style entry.

I wish I'd gone to IZ last night. How was I supposed to know lots of cool people went there after all? Need an IZ-cam or something.

I need a D&D group. I'd start one, but I have no idea how to go about it and where to get players from... also, I don't think anyone would want to be subjected to a campaign run by me ever again. Maybe I should go to Gary's Games today and ask them if they hook people up with campaigns. Although I'd prefer it to be friends of mine... sigh.

Ham... At least there's always ham.

How did I go from always having full weekends and just occasionally full weeks to having full weeks and totally free weekends? I think I've already got next week planned out though - Monday Narrows, Tuesday (HOPEFULLY SOMETHING WITH JOSH AND MEGAN LIKE BOWLING, THOUGH THEY DON'T KNOW THAT YET), Wednesday IZ, Thursday I'm gonna go bug Brian about that dinner group thing, Friday nothing, Saturday IIDX party, Sunday CMU CS Seattle Alumni thing.

But nothing to do tomorrow. I guess I'll go shopping or something... maybe I'll see if any of my friends on the other side of the lake want to hang out for dinner or something, too.