I lost my little camera
I am SERIOUSLY FREAKING OUT HERE.
It is possible that it is at school, somehow, maybe it fell out of my bag. Unlikely but possible.
Other than that I have NO idea where it could be. It is not at home, I am pretty sure I put it in my bag this morning, and when I got to the Tokyo Dome this evening I didn't have it. But I told myself "Ah, it must just be sitting on the computer stand at home, I must have forgotten it." Then I got home and IT'S NOT HERE. I emptied my bag, it's NOT there.
I have no idea what to do or how to get it back if it isn't at school.
But actually the problem isn't so much the camera itself... not that I particularly WANT to spend $200 on a new camera but in all honesty that kind of thing is inevitable, that I'll buy a new pocket camera once every year or two...
the problem is the memory card in it with 2000 of my photos of my life over the last 2 years.
Yes, I have all of those photos on my computer so it's not like I'm losing them forever. But what freaks me out is the idea that SOME STRANGER WOULD FIND MY CAMERA with all of these photos of me with baseball players and friends and so on and so forth. I don't think there's anything embarrassing on there per se but it's just like, it was like my pocket photo album.
FUCK.
Wait, I just realized I had a whole ton of photos from school on there. OH FUCK that could be really bad.
I don't really know what to do -- if it's not at school, I guess I can try to ask at train stations and maybe even at the fucking Tokyo Dome to see if anyone brought it in, but... ugh. I was sitting here hyperventilating for 5 minutes before I even calmed down enough to write this entry. ARGH.
This day has royally, royally sucked overall -- from school sucking to the Dragons-Giants game sucking to losing my camera sucking.
It is possible that it is at school, somehow, maybe it fell out of my bag. Unlikely but possible.
Other than that I have NO idea where it could be. It is not at home, I am pretty sure I put it in my bag this morning, and when I got to the Tokyo Dome this evening I didn't have it. But I told myself "Ah, it must just be sitting on the computer stand at home, I must have forgotten it." Then I got home and IT'S NOT HERE. I emptied my bag, it's NOT there.
I have no idea what to do or how to get it back if it isn't at school.
But actually the problem isn't so much the camera itself... not that I particularly WANT to spend $200 on a new camera but in all honesty that kind of thing is inevitable, that I'll buy a new pocket camera once every year or two...
the problem is the memory card in it with 2000 of my photos of my life over the last 2 years.
Yes, I have all of those photos on my computer so it's not like I'm losing them forever. But what freaks me out is the idea that SOME STRANGER WOULD FIND MY CAMERA with all of these photos of me with baseball players and friends and so on and so forth. I don't think there's anything embarrassing on there per se but it's just like, it was like my pocket photo album.
FUCK.
Wait, I just realized I had a whole ton of photos from school on there. OH FUCK that could be really bad.
I don't really know what to do -- if it's not at school, I guess I can try to ask at train stations and maybe even at the fucking Tokyo Dome to see if anyone brought it in, but... ugh. I was sitting here hyperventilating for 5 minutes before I even calmed down enough to write this entry. ARGH.
This day has royally, royally sucked overall -- from school sucking to the Dragons-Giants game sucking to losing my camera sucking.

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