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oh, what i want to know is, where does the time go?
oh, so here's another thing that pisses me off lately. it seems like i never get to just, like, hang out with people anymore. there's just so many things i feel i want to do, like shopping with random people, or watching movies, or playing video games, or sitting around and talking, etc. and it just seems like there's no time left to do any of it. i mean, i do that a little bit, but it feels so scheduled. like i play a lot of D&D, but that doesn't really count, does it? and i go to sunday dinner, but again, that feels like a scheduled thing. for some reason it seems that no matter how much time i try to set aside to spend with eli, that's not enough, either. but if i try to think of who i've been hanging out with and all, it hasn't been anyone. i've just been working, going to scheduled things, or being at home.
there are all these things it feels like i need to schedule. like shopping with sally and erin, or clubbing with laura, or watching anime with anyone, or going to phantom with deryck so we can buy minis for D&D, or playing bridge with drew and whoever, or going dancing again, or playing more ddr and stuff, or just basically seeing the interesting people in my life. blah.
the loss of college-style dorm-hopping and hangouts is really getting to me sometimes. what i wouldn't give to be four years younger and still in college. sigh.
there are all these things it feels like i need to schedule. like shopping with sally and erin, or clubbing with laura, or watching anime with anyone, or going to phantom with deryck so we can buy minis for D&D, or playing bridge with drew and whoever, or going dancing again, or playing more ddr and stuff, or just basically seeing the interesting people in my life. blah.
the loss of college-style dorm-hopping and hangouts is really getting to me sometimes. what i wouldn't give to be four years younger and still in college. sigh.